Today is Phoebe's first day of pre-school.  Just a few hours and I'm already a bit lost by all this.  I went from being on summer vacation with Phoebe to watching all the neighborhood kids walk to school today while I slouched back in my shorts, t-shirt, and unbathed body.  Today would have been my first day back to work.  I'm not too bothered, but I have been having many intense dreams about losing Phoebe in public.  But more than anything, I feel like a total slacker with Phoebe going to pre-school and Alisa going to work while I sit on the internet.  I'll enjoy this time because downtime will evaporate quickly once kid #2 comes around.